So..., I think I may have a problem.
Well, with people, with the way they see me, the way I see they look at me. I feel like I have to please everyone around me. I can't relax for a moment, sit down and laugh at something without thinking if doing so is actually correct.
I pass the time thinking about what it would be if I did this, if I had acted that way, and instead of living the present I get stuck in my own mind, trying to figure out the way to live a life in lieu of experiencing it.
Meh. :\
